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sad again...

Today is August 17, 2010 [Tuesday]. I am still depressed though my mood kinda went to a bit of the better side today, I really hope that I will be fine sooner. I'm really just sad~ I  think I want the time to stop yet I know that it won't ever happen~ I hate listening to ad music because the tears slowly start to fall~ I think I really need to relieve my stress and laugh everything off, because as the days pass by, it's becoming worse and worse~ I saw him today, which made me smile a bit~ Oh I have practice tomorrow, so I can't go home early~ >.< but it's  fine because it's really fun talking with the other people who are practicing with me~ hehe. I'm going to bed now because I'm really very sleepy already~ Ja ne~ Oyasuminasai^_^

sigh...

Today is August 16, 2010 [Monday]. Unlike any other Mondays, I don't really feel like I'm hyped up today~ I feel stressed and depressed, I'm not so sure about the reason, just that I really feel sad... Minna-san gomenasai! I'm really sorry please just bear with me  for today and the next coming days~ Hope I'll be fine soon... Last week was really fun especially last Saturday, the person whom I didn't expect to attend our practice, attended, I was so shocked when I saw him and obviously happy too at the same time... We chatted with each other since many of them were late and I arrived a bit early, and he too arrived even before I did, so when I came we chatted and laughed at the most random topics we could ever think of~ And gladly, he even waited for me to go home first~ I was so happy^_^ hahaha^_^